BIDA ako sa 2012! :)

Last year I wrote a blog for the coming year..and now..I'm writing again!! :)

Time passes by so fast,it seems like yesterday and now year 2011 is about to end..

I may have some regrets but I definitely have a lot of reasons to be thankful for..

And instead of jotting down my regrets..I'd rather reminisce 2011 in a positive way..

My year started with a job hunt..YEP! I had lots of job interviews and I landed as a Nurse Trainee in a hospital,and yes..it's my very first hospital exposure..I enjoyed the whole thing, I was assigned in the ward for 2 weeks and  was assigned at the Intensive Care Unit for the rest of my 6 months contract..I was able to practice my profession and one great thing is that I gained a lot of friends..my co vn's,the staff nurses and including my patients..

But sad to say,I left the hospital half hearted since I was not absorbed to be a staff nurse in the hospital,while some of our "kasabayans" are starting their nursing careers, (but I'm happy for them,HONESTLY) I (and some of my co - icu vn's) are struggling to start again.. (OK, I WAS bitter..who wouldn't be?but not anymore..aha)

So after six months in the hospital I was on gear for another job hunt! ( 2012 is a job hunt year for me)

But even before my contract as a nurse trainee ended Im already attending different job interviews,andyan yung pumunta ako sa senado,mag FA and last but not the least I HAD MY VERY FIRST AUDITION for a job that I've been dying to have! lol :)

Anyway,2011 also allowed me to meet new people,friends, acquaintances...enemies..name it.. I had it.. 

I also had my very first trip in Mindanao with some friends..( i wish to have more this coming year!)

Of course, the year wouldn't be complete without "love" .. talk about finding love,losing love,falling in love, falling out of love,falling back in love,sleepless nights,sugod sa ulan,waiting in vain etc...ahy whatever you call it..it was a roller coaster ride..and i don't want the same thing this year..so Cupid..please do your job well for me!nyaha --- I CALL THIS CUPIDITY! aka stupid cupid! :)

And the highlight of my year would be my very new job which just started last December 17,2011, it was not that easy I tell you..waiting for like 5 months for something you don't know if it would push through or not..it's frustrating..I was close to depression while waiting...aha! But as they say..something worth waiting is definitely worth having! and... jaraaann!!! I have a job already..something I'm so proud of..because I've worked hard for it,waited for it and definitely prayed for it!And now that I have it..i'll definitely give the best of my best to keep it! :)

And if there's one thing that I'd like to keep forever that I started in 2011,it would be my stronger relationship with the BIG BOSS! Planning to make it stronger this year and the years to come.. :)

2011 has been good to me..I still had a lot of ups and downs..a lot of struggles..but it doesn't matter anymore..because the year is about to end..and I'm smiling.. meaning : "i was able to surpass them all.."

So now that 2011 is about to end i  am thanking everyone who became a vital part of my life..

my family who would never leave me no matter what..(specially Ron,our angel)

my outrageous friends (specially my nastys plus jm) for always being there,for the best friendship ever..for being my sisters..

old friends for staying..for the friendship..

new friends for making my circle of friends bigger..for allowing me to be a new part of your life..

special people...for makin me smile and cry at the same time..nyaha..for inspiring me,for the good times and not so good times..lol

and to my enemies.. (kung meron pa,toinks!) another year for us..thank you big time for making me feel that I am better than I expected! nyaha.. you are the spice of my life!aha..Another year for you to break me..but again..I bet you can't! :)

and Papa God..thank you for allowing me to sail through 2011..

A few more hours...2011 will say goodbye..another ending..

And a new beginning is about to unfold..

thank you 2011...

Hello 2012!!! I bet you have something good in store for me!! 

And this year isa lang alam ko!!

"BIDA AKO,BIDA KA,BIDA TAYONG LAHAT!!" *wink!!

“A new year is unfolding,like a blossom with petals curled tightly concealing the beauty within.”  

if it's meant to be,it will be..

It wasn't as easy as one,two,three

The truth is that, you're just a stranger to me

 Still I don't know what you did to me

I guess it started with that snobbish look you gave to me

And now little by little I get to know you

And now I don't know

But I think I'm afraid to lose you

I know for a fact that we don't have anything yet

But one thing's for sure,you're someone I don't want to forget

But what can I do if you need to go

When I know I can't stop you from doing so

Though I understand  why you have to leave

It breaks my heart to finally see you leave

For when you go,my tears will flow

And my smile will start to fade I know

Though it's hard, I'll try to hide

All the hurts that I'm feeling inside

So little time to spend with you

So many things I wanna do

But I guess this is how our story goes

I know at some point I'll have to let you go

As difficult as it can be,you had me,I had you,but not really

I know this time there's nothing but goodbye

And all I can do is to fake a smile

But here in my heart I pray so hard

That one day we don't have to be apart...

You are my angel and my devil too,

But now that you're leaving what can I do?

It feels like hell to be away from you

And if ill be granted, i just want,one last moment with you...

For now my angel,my devil, I'll let you go your way

And I'll be hoping that one day we would still meet halfway..

IF IT'S MEANT TO BE,IT WILL BE.. - dempong

- a poem for a lost friend