MY THANKS.. :)

reposted: January 22, 2010

i will not celebrate my birthday,i am not even excited about it..i always say this..and i was serious about it..how can i be excited when i feel so incomplete,my bro is not around to greet me anymore at exactly 12..my b-day.. another reminder that he's not here (sobrang sad) and to add up to my misery, i just broke my heart a week ago when i discovered that for more than a year i was betrayed and fooled by someone whom i trusted so much..what an early surprise for my so called birthday :) xD

and so my birthday came..i said it was just an ordinary day..nothing to look forward to..nothing unusual.. but as i look back..i just feel that i am being unfair to myself..just today i realized how lucky i am for having my birthday and that i should be thankful for so many reasons..like..


-my tata and mama's early greeting..(hindi ko talaga alam kung greeting yun or ginigising niya ako eh..xd)
-my ate's gift (mascara!ah lko bihira lang yun..aha)
-the kisses of my little brothers rev and ram (i know ron would do the same thing)
-my lola's text message
-the messages of my friends on fb and on my phone ESPECIALLY to my,gradeskul friends,highskul friends. co oca nars..
-si tey na nagbigay ng txtmate sakin..xD
-si ella na napapasaya ako sa message nia
-si kring na 4 na beses ako gnreet
-c cynthia na talagang kinumpleto ang pangalan ko sa message nia..aha
-for finding one person who has the same birthday as mine.. (i consider it a blessing..it's not always that you find one person who has the same birthday as yours ryt?)
-kay kuya paul..para sa havs ko (keychain!susunod totoo na..xD )
-sa tawag ni tyabers at 12mn na napagising ako akala ko kung ano meron..haha
-sa text ni jaspher,dahil inantay talaga nia.. ;)
-jc's messages ;)
-ate angge's call
-jhem girl's text message..miss you girl
-sa coupe na binigay ni kong tuks!aha
-sa libreng manicure at pedicure by darang malou!(bait ng bhw namin :)
-my BABY LUI's greeting and edited photo she made for me..(super thanks)
-for DOC mike's promise!thank you!(ikaw talaga ang personal doctor ko!ahaha)
-for karl's sweetest messages(thanks boss)
-for PAULO's birthday greeting (infairness naalala nia..xD)
-for having one great BESTFRIEND..KATH..for the cheetos,for the call,for the food(spag and chicken!)i love you bes..
-for ja's surprise visit,snickers and wolverine :)
-for my wonderful nastys and jm..for the surprise you gave me..it's been how many months since we last seen each other...and seeing you on my birthday..it was simply amazing..
-to my friend who made me feel special during my birthday..i really did not want to go but for one reason,i know i needed to go.. for the the alambre works :),for the white rose that fell when he asked me to get something for him,for the nice conversation over that pizza and sola..for the songs he sang,and for that single long stem red rose that concluded it all..you don't really have to do it but still you did..Thank you..

my birthday,i was not excited about it,but i was HAPPY about it..because of the sadness that i have,i forgot to look on the brighter side of my life,i forgot to count my blessings,i took for granted the people around me..people who are always there for me,my family,my friends..i was unfair..unfair to them,,unfair to myself..i was unhappy because i never gave my self a chance to be happy..i could not let go..but now..i started to realize that there's more to life,we keep on holding on when the best thing to do is to let go..sadness is just one emotion..and there are a lot of emotions in this world..
INDEED HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE,AND I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.. 

because of you one ordinary day became an extraordinary day :) 
IT WAS TRULY A HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)