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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

to Ron..our angel..

reposted: May 15, 2010

RON..
today is your 19th birthday..happy birthday wali..this is supposed to be a happy day right?we should be celebrating,we should be happy..but then again..reality strikes..your birthday is just another reminder that you are no longer here with us..this is the first time Ron,the first time that you're not around on your birthday, and the saddest part..you will NEVER be here to celebrate it..it pains us,it kills us from inside that today is your day and yet you're not here with us.

Ron,we miss you..I miss you..everyday you are in my thoughts,everyday i am thinking of how things might have been if that tragic accident never happened..

Regrets Ron, i have a lot of these, knowing that i was not able to spend much time with you,it burdens me..there are times when i imagine things, i imagine that i am with you doing what other siblings of our age would do,going out,strolling at the mall,doing crazy stuff together,me meeting your gf and you meeting my bf..these things Ron..these simple things that i wished i could have done with you..it's ironic that i am thinking of these things now that you're no longer around,maybe it's true "nasa huli ang pagsisi"..because no matter what i do,these things..they will NEVER happen..and it hurts me again..

RON,on this day..i pray that you find happiness,,though i know you already found it..because you are now with our CREATOR..i hope you saw us go to church early this morning..we prayed for you Ron,and i hope you heard tata sing a birthday song for you..though you are no longer here with us, we never forget you..you are always remembered and never will be forgotten..i pray that justice will be given to you..

continue to watch us from above wali..
we miss you and we love you so much..
Happy Birthday..

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